It feels so good to say that. I realize it's cheesy, I really do, but I feel like I've ignored a big part of my identity for the last few years! I miss it. I mean I really miss it. More than I thought I ever would. It's been 2 years since I have been into a NICU and worked with those sweet little spirits. Sometimes it will hit me so hard my heart aches with it. Working in that unique and special place was a huge part of my life before moving here to Washington. I spent 8 years doing it, 6 years full-time, before I left. More time than I have been a wife or a mother! Maybe that is why I feel that longing to be there again so much lately. It's kind of funny that it has taken me this long to realize how important it is to me. I still don't think I'll get my license while we're living here (just too much hassle for a short period) but I can't wait to get back someday!Here are some pictures of a precious few babies I took care of. I LOVED being around those little miracles every day. That is what they are too. This first little sweetheart was teensy tiny (that pic does not do her justice) and yet she did not need any respiratory support at all! She was breathing room air, no prob! :) That's a miracle!
These other little people were babies that I truly bonded to. They were so precious! I have even kept in touch with most of their families!

Here is my most special little girl... Lindi. She was another sweet little miracle. She started like this:
Is there any place on earth better to work than the NICU?!! I don't think so! :) For the most part you get to be a part of miracles and healing... and I can't imagine a better work environment than being surrounded by all those fresh little spirits from heaven. I can't wait to get back there someday! But for now I'll focus my love and attention on my own sweet little spirits from heaven! :)



